How many people are totally and uterly shocked about the devestating news of the engagment of Gerard Way...

Personally I still can't believe it I want to wake up and it all be a dream I Love Him that much, but the really sad thing is I will probably never see him in the flesh because believe it or not my family is to skint to do anything so I am destined to never ever ever ever etc. see MCR on tour and I live in england so it makes it even harder.